crazy inLove...

I hir in maniLa na!
sobrang happy ng stay q d2 dOnt ask y...
La Lng bsTa i just want to share my happiness with u guys....
think i fOund him...
my prince cHarming.....
:)

emotionaL khei....

baLik n q s maniLa tom....!!!!! wish me Luck guys! kaya ko to....!! i feeL so nervous, scAred,excited,sad, happy (sLight!), coNfused....in shOrt mix emotion tLga....haaayyyzz....
wat to do..?? mag-isa n nMan aq...iM gonna miss my mom and dad tLga sobRaaa.....!!! kuLang n kulang un 2mOnths n stay q d2 s haUz....sObrang sad tLga....bUt kLngan eh... bSta iniicP q nLng iTs for my owN sake n din nMan...ayun...so gud Luck nLng zkin...!!!


im g0nna miss y0u mommy...dAddy....i Love yOu so much.....

TIRA TIRA!

iTs sUnday...oN tues. iL be goin back to maniLa na...whoah!no more inTernet AGAIN..iM gonna miss mY Life hir at hOme,mY room,mY pC,mY mom,my dad...haayyZ..bUt kLngan eh, time passes bY...i need to fuLfiLL my dreAms na,sayaNg un panaHon.. so job hunting n nmaN...!! gud Luck zkin..! tira tira!! yeah im scAred sobra,prang kYa q n b uLet na mag-survive..??kya q nb uLet mag-iSa..??i move on n nmn eh..at nkLimutAn q n tHat shit BPI...kya haayYzz.. tHanks for dis one guy hu heLp me to sTart again..iF onLy he kNew hOw mUch i apprEciate his heLp...u kNow hu u r.. and THANK YOU...
pLs pRay for me gUys ha....im gonna mis yah aLL....

if onLy....

im sick of gEtting hUrt...

wHy tEars faLL in mY eYes...??
im tired of cRying....

iF onLy i couLd turn back time....

HELP....

i was supposed to put this on my sidebar but i had a hard time putting on this stuff...urgh! got an error message saying "Your template could not be parsed as it is not well-formed. Please make sure all XML elements are closed properly" something Like this urgh! iM a newbie hir...can anyone heLp me how to put this stuff..?? im begging u guYs...

HEEEEEEELLLLLPPPPPPPPPP MMMEEEEEEE....!!!(shouting)

i jAz pUt this hir nLng...poor kHei *crying*

updates.....

gosh! time is running so fAst..sat. n pLa...!! i shouLd go back to maniLa na kzO Lotzza prob. pa kya i cAnt...and now iTs sat. wHat happened b the whoLe of my week...??deppressed aq...kz nmn haayyzz..
anyway anu p ba,, ayun i got a driver's License...NON PROFFESIONAL!actuaLLy nun mOn. p un kzo pagod aq&busy kya now q nLng post wat reaLLy happened on tHat day...
HERES THE STORY:
i spend the whoLeday sa LTO...and take note sobrang init...i kept on wondering y that office was so hot and the process was so matagaL ang maguLo...xadong mguLo un office ng LTO...
first punta kme dun s isang office he gave me form then instruct me to go sa cLinic for medical daw...so pumunta aq..ayun height weight and urine for the drug test....eh d ok na..iTs positive naman! (ahaha!) then i ask the doctor wHats the next step baLik daw aq s office (un una q pinuntahan) so punta aq.submit q un resuLt sa window 3...after that i wait for the time na tawagin un name ko pra sa picture...and this was the time n humaba un hair q s pagaantay..2hours of waiting "KathLene jOy burgOs..i hear my name.."umupo aq tapoz aLam mo un nkkainiz s mga ganun ID PICTURE n d m aLam kinukunan kn pLa...i expect n for the picture n mukha aq tanga...tapoz after that picture i had to wait AGAIN sa cashier daw naman to pay the 25 pesos sa written exam...oh yes..there this written exam p pLa...wait n nmn aq so un after 1hour of waiting...tinawag n q...so i payed the 25 pesos..its 10:00am in the morning i think, then i asked the person (empLoyee of LTO) whats the next step,she answer me in a supLada voice "antayin mo nLng un name nio,tatawagin nman kau kpag scheduLe n exam nio!" so i have no choice but to wait pro dat tym naiiniz n q kz ang init init..tapoz sobrang daming peopLe,there this oLd Lady s tabi q..ngrerekLamo n xa kz knina pa daw xa she went there cLose p un office tapos its 10am n daw andun p xa eh motor Lng daw nmn un register nia...nLman ko n inuuna p pLa s payment un mga new register n license(kgaya q) b4 un mga renewaL of License.kz may cut off 10am may exam p kz. 11:00 daw un exam...so 1 hour n nmn n antay to death aq...ngstart un exam 11:30 na din..gutom n aq..its 40 items kz im appLying for non professionaL License..60 items proffesionaL..if we dont pass daw we can retake nmn next month then renew uLet the student permit....iM scared kz may ganun p pLa n drama..how can i pass since ang nasa utak ko food food food....gutom n aq...ok nmn un exam..situationaL un question,mga do's and dont's,road signs....and thank gOd i passed naman...and since its 12:30 na Lunch n daw kme then baLik by 1:30 for the practicaL exam...ayun ok naman din practicaL exam..i passed uLet and naLaman ko may bumagsak daw samen n ngtake nun written exam..kwawa xa kz Layo p nmn ng hauz niLa..pinakaduLo ng province namin bayan niLa...tapoz bagsak xa..and kLngan nia renew ng student permit uLet...anyway,back to me un topic..the waiting time again...payment nun 247.53 pesos for the registration...after nun, waiting AGAIN and AGAIN pra sa reLeasing nun temporary ID...at waLa p rin ktapusan n paghihintay nkuha q n nga c temporary ID i sHouLd wait daw uLet pra sa picTure dun sa mismo ID...it wiLL reLease afTer 5months pa daw...so un pagkatapos ng mahabang pagaantay picture n uLet,super nGarag n ako...at aLam ko kgya netong temp ID q panget un pic q..wat to expect eh pagod n q,mainit,irita! haayyzz...akaLa q after nun picture n un magaantAy n nman aq..bti tapos na! atLast! finish at 4:00pm...
my god! the whoLeday spend with this ID..kaazar...bti zna kun comfortabLe un pLace kzo ndi eh..bkit b nmn kz un LTO n un d nila bnigyan ng mgandang waiting area...they shouLd give aLso consideration s mGa tAo..tapoz they sHouLd be pOLite when peopLe apprOachiNg to theM..i became a empLoyee din nman pRo tHere is the resPect with the cLients eh cLa kaLa mo mga kun cnu....haayyy...


so tiRed of waiTing jAz for this recEipt...urgh!


this is the temporary ID..!!8 hours of waiting onLy for this piece of papEr tapoz ERROR pa!the height and weight is not exactLy that!i dunno wHy its not same with my medicaL resuLt...my weight shouLd be 156lbs not 162lbs.height as weLL shouLd be 45cm not 50cm

so thats the story of my LTO experience....
END.... :)

Note: im watching PBB TEEN EDITION PLUS now...whiLe doing this entry!haha! go EJ!
Love this guY...for ur info gUys EJ is my kababaYan!yeepee he's the BIG WINNER! gaLing tLga ng mGa maNgYans...!!booo atenista! haha! (oww...was this because im a La SaLLian..??)
green & mangYan bLood ako...kya im prOud tinaLo ni EJ c robi...haha!
*cheers for that feLLow Mindoronians and La SaLLians*

THAT HURTS...

im so deppressed ryt now...
Fuck this Life...!!
dunno wat to do......
damn those peopLe hu hurt me....
for makin me cry...
am i not worth to be Loved??
why there's aLways tears in my eyes..??
why its hard to move on..??
WHY..??